Man I wish I would have seen this before the game. I would have had to blast you for that last sentence!!!! LOL

I hope you reconsider and return to ChiefsCrowd. I didn’t post in your thread directly to you, but did read your post and replied within the thread.

I’m in the habit of reading through a thread & tend to post a reply as I go along here & there maybe…much like a general conversation would be with a group…don’t always reply to each person, but join in the general conversation.

I did enjoy your post & reading the many replies throughout the thread.

I want to add, that…I can empathize at times with your feeling lonely. I’m sorry you’re feeling that way, and know at times how sad & depressed it can make your heart feel.

My kids are grown, I divorced last March, after 37 yrs of
marriage. Many wonder & ask why someone would divorce after that many yrs together. It might make you feel a bit more at ease if you know you’re not alone with feeling depressed, rejected, and lonely…so I’ll share this:

My X hubby had a heart attack scare Feb. 07, the month following, he began to change in personality negatively, & was diagnosed with severe clinical depression as a result of facing his mortality & aging. He didn’t follow through with promises to seek professional counseling, & he turned to Jim Beam to relieve his panic attacks.

He became emotionally & physically abusive. After 2 1/2 yrs of my trying to help him, and stand beside him through sickness…I realized, regardless of my love for him, that I couldn’t help someone who wouldn’t help themself. The Dr’s say he may never come out of it, especially without treatment. The only person I could help was me…before his instability and abuse destroyed what life & spirit he had not already drained of me the past 2 1/2 yrs.

I don’t regret my choice, and do my best to move forward with a new life free of the abuse…but know
how the lonliness & rejection can feel at times.

I don’t live close to my friends, nor family. I’ve never been alone, or on my own so to speak…we were highschool sweethearts & married the Fall following graduation. Being unsure of ones future they once thought was set in stone…can be overwhelming at times, including that very down & sad feeling of isolation & lonliness.

Until my house sells, & I can move from the country…closer to civilization, & re-establish myself in business…I have little contact daily with the outside world.

I have my 3 dogs, they help, but they don’t converse back in a manner I can always comprehend, hahaha. I make myself get out & do things for my own emotional well being. Sometimes a simple drive cranking up the stereo helps. I only participate in two websites…here & a music related site, but it does help to not feel so lonely at times simply talking on line to friends sharing interests.

I’ll make you a deal…if you get to feeling lonely & just want a fellow Chiefs friend to talk to…I’ll talk to you when I’m on line & can. I enjoy friends & talking, especially about Chiefs! The internet is a blessing indeed in many ways…we are only alone if we choose to be…someone is most always on line to talk to…either here, or at my music website.

Nobody responds to my posts either. So I just usually respond to them myself. But after re-reading my original post, I realize it was stupid and then kick myself for responding.
But in all seriousness, I sincerely hope you stick around as I do enjoy reading your posts.

If you offered to leave again????? You darn good and well that you get that offer every time you log in here. 😆

Ssssshhhhhhh! I was just trying to help dig the guy out of the dumps. (But I did include the word “hope”)

In hindsight, I might should have hoped for the loss, as he was able to escape the stadium safely with the loss.